Thinking about stuff..

I was wondering about everything. You know, just taking some time to sit down and think about life. Well, I was thinking about what Lelah said. She was talking about her and some dude named Brady were in love or some of that crap. I told her I don't think I'll ever fall in love, and she said she thought that too. So I started thinking over that. Then I came to the conclusion. I'm going to shut the word love out of my life. No ones ever going to BE in my life like that with me anyways. I don't want them to. Deep down, I've thought about it. But I wont ever admit that. I don't need some boy to hold me down and keep me from doing what I want like I'm some object they own. The only person I really need is myself. At least, that's what I keep telling myself...