Well this is.. different?

Yeah, I guess I'm not alone anymore.

I met some freak named Jared. Well don't get me wrong. He's nice and all, just a little too nice for me. But I had fun hanging out with him and his friend Lily. It was cool. We went cliff diving. Then I left and changed behind a tree, ha. I went to the park and met a girl named Austin. She's so cool. I barely even know her but she seemed to.. connect to me. Not in a weird way, like in a close way. I'm going to call her once I can, we exchangd numbers. I hope everythings goes well with this, 'cause I usually suck at socializing. Oh, did I forget? I took my first smoke today. Don't really think I'm gonna do that again. Just think of what my mom would say if she saw that. And my dad. Boy would I feel guilty. I already do. I wonder if Austin's parents are chill with her doing that.. I wonder if she likes it. Ugh, so much questions.